about me
hi everyone! my name is ms.chasity. i am dine'/navajo originally from counselor, new mexico. my clans are yucca-fruit-hung-out-on-a-string from my mom, bitterwater from my dad, red-streak-in-the-water from my grandma and the mud people from my 'nali'/dads mom.
i was born in new mexico and grew up in various places, from napi to durango, colorado. :) i have a huge family which includes the 'whole tribe'. :)
my lifestyle before meeting Creator was full of shame, guilt, and anger. my frustrations were taken out on people that i loved the most, and soon i lost them all and ended up alone. one was my best friend, Abby, RIP. she meant a lot to me and was all i felt had left.
she turned 19. she died not even a month later. her 'wake' is what made me realize true 'death'. many people told me about 'God", and that "He " had a plan. i didn't understand. a month later i gave myself over, falling on my knees wanting to commit suicide...i felt a presense like never before.
i started attending a church. but not too long after that i soon fell into another relationship not of God. i started to get high again...then drinking...then full of demons, i got angry and even more suicidal. i was violent, bitter and full of resentment.
2 years passed and i numb whatever feelings i had for Creator God. then i woke up in a hotel and He spoke, "Choose...life or death." it wasn't like i was gonna physically die, but its more of a spiritual death. that to me was even worse, because i knew that when my body dies, my spirit lives on...and the place it will dwell eternally was the choice i would have to make here on earth.
i chose life. i left my family, friends, and my life-style of selfishness. i gave up...and died. died only to ressurect and live again. that alone was only possible with Creator God. "to live is Christ, to die is gain." Phil. 1:21 i died to my old life.
now that i live dying daily...ha...i have my family, i have friends, and a new life. but most importantly, i have the Greatest Chief that ever lived. Jesus.
Creator of all the universe, the stars, animals, tribes, tongues, life. Creator God created us in His own Image. but we fell...denied Him, cursed Him, disobeyed Him, hated Him, hurt Him-by hurting others, or hurthing ourselves. we fell because we let another being who claims to have power, who fooled us, and tricked us...who promised us fame, fortune, power and people. lies. no one can create like Creator.
Creator saw our hurt, anger, frustrations, and saw that we decided to follow other gods and idols other than the One who Created all things. He wanted us back to Him. and He loved us so0 much, that He was willing to come down and live among us. Creator God sent His own to represent Him, to show Him, and to bring us back to Him. He sent His Greatest Chief of all of Heaven...He sent HIs only Son, Jesus.
The Great Chief came and taught. Raised up Warriors for battle, and even had armor (Ephesians 11-20). The Great Chief showed us how to love, love ourselves and to love others...just like Creator loves us.(Matt. 22-37-40) He even taught them how to talk to Creator,(Luke 11:2-4). when He felt that His Warriors were ready, He sent them out to raise up more Warriors with a warning (Luke 10:3). and He shared about sacrifice (John 15:13). and with a teaching like that, He lived it out. He died for us. His blood is what gave us the opportunity to see Creator again. and Great Chief was hated because He was right. and He tells His Warriors, (John 16:33). and He sent out a vision for all Warriors to tell others about Him (Mark 16:15).
and so the war party goes on. we fight a enemy who steals, kills and destroys (John 10:10). but we serve a Great Chief who died, resurrected and defeated death (Isaiah 25:8). Chief still lives, and is alive now. will you follow Him? will you raise up Warriors for this war-party? will you choose life? you willing to die, and be born again? (John 3: 1-9) all you have to do is to call on our Great Chief Jesus...(Romans 10:13), and believe in HIm. believe that He died for us, His brothers and sister...believe that HIs blood is what saves us from sin. believe that He lives again after coming back from the dead. ask Him to come into your heart, and to change your ways.
a Warrior for Christ,
She Who Dwells in the Shawdow of the Most High
(Psalm 91:1)